Today has tested my resolve the most. My motivation to write a blog post is somewhere else, a million miles away.
Right now, in this moment, it feels like the decision to commit to this challenge is self-indulgent and far-fetched. There is a nagging voice taunting, “This is a colossal waste of time.”
But if I step back so that I can see the big picture, I know that this is something that I enjoy. I like being committed to a project and I like becoming more confident as a writer.
I know that tomorrow, if I don’t sit down today and put forth the effort of a post, I will be disappointed. Which is far worse than depressed motivation.