I work part-time, focus on finding a full-time job that resonates with me, and research how to transform a small business concept into something viable.
It’s a lot of foundation laying.
And there are times when I get impatient with it. Intellectually, I recognize the importance of groundwork. Rationally I get it. And I understand the purpose doing the things that I can do in this moment in an effort to advance my goals. For that reason I am scratching to gain an understanding of the nuances of technological framework and also applying for jobs and continuing to work part-time.
But at times…at times, I just wish that I could kick rationality to its knees and parachute in the future. To the place where all the structures are in place and I just need to show up.
The parachute effect would be exhilarating, but ultimately, not the most constructive path. I would lose the confidence of the road-test.